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I`ve never used blog before but i just wanted to get it all off my chest.
This will be a short read so I won`t take up much of your time for those who read this.
I was dumped by someone on Fubar this morning, and today just happens to be my birthday. Whether he knew this or not it doesn`t matter, whats done is done. It really hurts, all my life I`ve been sweet talked then thrown away like a useless ragdoll. My emotions have been tugged by string and I`ve been played with like a puppet for the puppet masters amuzement.
I`m tired of being used and lied to, I rather be dead than to continue on like this. I can`t even enjoy my birthday day now, my family and friends have worked so hard for weeks to put my birthday plans into play. I hate for all their hard work to go to waste and I`m doing all that i can to pretend to be happy but I always end up breaking down and having to leave to cry amd calm down. Even before then they all knew I was depressed and wants to know whats wrong. God I feel like an emotional pile of sh*t... but whatever. I feel a.little better writing this in a blog.
