So, here I am, awake at this hour again! I fought with my personal wakeup call this morning and finally gave in, lol!
We, my friends and I, that is, are all on the fast track to personal growth, whether we want to be or not! Even the gregarious ones are pulling back into seclusion, dealing with the pain of it all. The strange and restless energy surges are not helping one little bit, either! Sadness, anger, despair, hysterical joy, uncontrollable attacks of weeping - we've got it all, friends, lol!
Time for the heavy duty meditation. And lots of journaling to work this mess out! I've tried talking to others who are not "processing," but that does not seem to help. It's like the Universe is saying," You're on your own, kid; show us what you've got!!" Ouch, that hurts! It's become difficult to concentrate when treating clients as so much is going on in my head. Luckily, this is a slow week, lol! See how the Universe takes care of it all, lol!!
I'm being reminded that I cannot fix everything! I'm a fixer, that's what I do! Or at least I try. I'm reminded that some things have to be worked out by the individual dealing with the problem. It's their pain, their issues, their lessons! I have my own lessons to learn; I don't need to learn their lessons, too, lol!
I'm an Empath - I share people's pain! The issue is, I want to help them fix it. I need to remember that pain is a great tool for focus - I know this! Gotta just let them hurt, but bear it with them if necessary. God and Goddess, I dislike this particular lesson!! And here it is again!! Best learn it this time around, lol.
So, beware the woman who is doing her painful processing! Hopefully, we'll all get a little break before the next round takes place, lol. But then, you never know!
Blessings!
