So I suppose you are all wondering what the hell has happened to me. well Once again access to a computer is minimal. I had it on my cell but sadly I cant afford to keep it. I dont know how much longer I will stay married. I am pretty much burned out on all the shit. long story. Jail though for him. Each visit brings more and more bad news. ANd though I love my husband I have a son who has turned one today. He needs a dad. I am not a stupid woman and in reality every child boy or girl needs another parent.
I miss being on my sites. it sucks to sit at home every day bored out of my mind when my son is asleep. but hey what can you do. Such is life. Miss ya all and I will do my absolute best to keep in touch with you all.
hugs and kisses
