DJ Lollipop Lust Kill RL By DJ Satan's blog: "Bella Morte"

It appalls me how little morals are regarded these days. It seems that most people that do have any are ridiculed, stripped and raped of these morals; leaving them as a self-absorbed, empty shelled, worthless soul. Ah, it just frustrates me when people use you, leaving you emotionally drained because they just take and take, never giving a second thought or even caring about your feelings, needs or wants. Then they come back for more! Have they no conscience or understanding for the human condition? and.. Upon writing this rant I just learned my daughters father got married and his wife is 6 months pregnant. Part of me wants to scream (no, not because I still love him because I don't) the other part wants to laugh. He has a little girl over here that will never know her father because he doesn't want to accept her. He was to foolish and immature to give a damn. It takes a big man to step up and take care of his responsibilities; I guess he is finally growing up. Its his own loss that he is missing out on watching Autumn grow up. Once again this brings me back to where the hell is peoples consciences? How can you know you have a child out there and not give a damn? A little piece of yourself, your own flesh and blood? I guess Jiminy Cricket died...

I don't see why people can't grasp the concept of independent women? Don't get me wrong, its very thoughtful defending a lady's honor. Its refreshing to see chivalry still alive. Yet, its not every womens dream for a man to come to their rescue. Perhaps its from being a young single mother. I knew I had to be strong when I looked into those innocent little eyes for the first time. I brought this tiny life into the world, one that would be shaped by my every move. I just don't want or need to depend on a man. I am very well capable of standing up for myself. Don't get me wrong, I love being held and cuddled but I just don't need someone shutting me away trying to protect me from the world. I know its a cold harsh place.