scare's blog: "Befor all things end (It will be)"

I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN..... IN THIS DEEP DARK HEAVENLY PLACE..... A PLACE WHERE SWEET NIGHTMARES ARE MADE..... OF ALL THE PLACES I CAN BE...... I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS DREAM.... MY SWEETEST NIGHTMARES COME TRUE... NOWHERE TO RUN... NOWHERE TO HIDE.... WHERE CAN I GO.... SHES ALWAYS THERE..... DEEP INSIDE MY MIND.... RIPPING MY HEART OUT.... EVERY MINUTE... EVERY HOUR... EVERY DAY... THE KNIFE RIPPING FLESH.... HER BLOOD ON MY HANDS.... IT NEVER WASHES AWAY.... MY HANDS SHAKEING..... MY MIND BRAKEING..... MY WORL D QUAKING.... DICISIONS MADE.... I WASNT THERE.... DICISIONS MADE... DEATH FINDS IT WAY.... YOU DO WHAT U MAY.... IN THE END U ALWAYS PAY... HER CURSE... HER GHOSTLY TOUCH... DESTROYING ME... CAN I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS..... FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.... IM LOST IN THIS NIGHTMARE.... I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN..... IN THIS BEAUTIFULY DEPRESSING PLACE..... A PLACE WHERE STONES GROW AND STATUES CRY.....

I CANT FIND A WAY.... TO SAY WHAT NEEDS TO BE SAID.... THE SADDNESS OF OTHERS AROUND ME.... LOST IN MY OWN MIND.... TRAPPED IN THE SHADOWS OF HEADSTONES.... THE DARKNESS IS OVERWELMING.... DEATH LOOMS.... I CAN FEEL HER PRESENCE ALL AROUND ME.... HER BEAUTY HID BY THE SHINE OF THE SITHE.... THE CONFUSION IS MY PARANOIA.... OF THE TEARS THAT HAVE TO BE SHED.... AND THOSE THAT HAVE ALREADY BEEN.... THE WISPERS OF DARK ANGELS ECHO THROUGH THE NIGHT.... THE SWEETNESS OF THE SOUND CAPTIVETS ME.... TELLING OF THINGS THAT NEED TO BE.... AND THOSE THAT SHALL.... ALL THAT I CAN DO FOR NOW IS WONDER.... TRY TO MAKE ALL THINGS CLEAR.... BEFOR I FALL THROUGH THE CRACKS OF COFFIN.... MY HAPPINESS IS NOT IMPORTANT.... TIME IS NOT FOREVER.... THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE AROUND ME.... THOSE THAT SHOW ME LOVE.... BEFOR ALL THINGS END.... IT WILL ALL BE CLEAR....