I've thought about writing this blog for a long time now. About a month ago or so I wrote a blog that I regret writing. I wrote it when I was hurt and pissed off. So I ended up saying things I didn't really mean. Unfortunately too many people read it before I took another look at it and deleted it. Some people knew who it was about, some didn't. The fact is the person I wrote it about...I'm still glad I was friends with them and got to know them. Despite what might be happening, what might happen and so forth...they were there for me a lot and I do appreciate it.
One thing in life I've tried to do more often is admit when I'm wrong. Even though I'm just now writing this blog I've told people involved that I was sorry, even the person it was about I've said sorry to. And I truly meant it. There's more to this entire situation then anyone knows but that's where it's staying. The other things involved people don't really need to know. If people changed how they saw me...that's their choice. There will always be things those people didn't know about the situation. I just know writing or even saying things (verbally or even text) when you're hurting and mad is just never a good idea. You say things you don't mean at all. And the fact is once it's said (typed, etc)...you can't take it back. It's out there. That sucks because no matter how sorry I am for what I said...I can't unsay it.
