These lonely days can really wear on a person like it is me right now. IT is hard to find the strength to keep going day after day with no one to hold you at night and make the stress go away even if it is for just a moment. I am a very strong person and have been thrue alot these past 5 years and I know I can get thru anything life wants to throw at me, there is no stopping me, I know this and so does everyone else but there comes a time when you need someone there and no one is there. I need to feel loved and have someone tell me they love me even if they dont mean it. I need to feel wanted and missed and know they think about me as much as i think about them. I want to feel sexy cause they cant get enough. I want to be that couple that goes out and makes everyone else jealous. I want to go to bed feeling safe again and wake up starting my day off right because the love of my life is lying next to me. I need that back in my life but does a love like that really exist for a second time? I dont know but I wont stop til I find it.