Lord knows I have the name for it. I have been down abit. Mostly tired trying to take care of my oldest daughter and my grandbaby, they are living with me and my husband. She left her abusive drug using Husband and has a restraining order out on him. I did not want her to marry him in the first place he is 18 years older then her and very immature. He would hit on her smack her around shove her into walls and he even did this stuff when she was pregnate with their baby. He didn't give a damn, about my Baby girl. I am trying to help her, she is very depressed, not from missing him just from a lack of her meds, and she has had depression sence she was 16 so I mostly take care of the whole family at home while my Husband works. I clean, cook, and wash clothes, and take care of the baby more then her. She set's on the couch like a out of work zombie. I want to cry so hard, I am still trying to over come the Death of my Momma, I miss her so much, she would help me in this situation on advice right now! Boy, I miss that from her, we were so close! I am trying to do the same for mine as my momma did for me. I hope it get's better soon I am so, so, tired. I go to College as well trying to get my Dgree in Criminal Justice! That is hard work too. Thanks for listening Love Deedee Blue
