This is a song from the anime "Ghost in the Shell" It's called "Beauty is Within Us" it's a very intense song
"O Mother dear
Look what you've done
To your forlorn and once beloved son
Why was i born at all?
O mother Dear
I'm such a freak
A mutant man, A woman underneath?
Why was i born at all?
It's you i blame for all the shame
This anguish and this aching
The mirror turned against the wall
Myself despised, forsaken
You say, 'Beauty is within us, your mother knows;
There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose'
You say, 'Beauty is within us, so let it grow'
But it's grown so dark and ugly
O mother dear,
I curse you so
For breathing life into your wretched son
Why were you born at all?
O mother dear
I love you so
O please forgive this anger in my soul
Without you I'm alone
It's me who's been eternally damned
Trapped inside this cage, a ruined man
All damaged and depraved
O Mother Dear
This misery
Has settled like a stain upon my skin
-a vast unspoken sin
And my mistake is much too late
But your mistake was trusting
That out of grief, a goodness comes
And love comes out of lusting
You say, 'Beauty is within us, your mother knows
There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose'
You say, 'Beauty is within us, so let it grow'
But it's grown so dark I cannot see you anymore
'O beauty is within us, mother knows
O beauty is within us, just like a rose
O beauty is within us, let it grow'
O mother dear, Let me out of here!"
pretty crazy, huh?
