I am looking at me and I love my soon to be husband. Every waking moment I am alive I love him more and more....But I feel lost. I wonder why he wants me? When I feel like I am crazy? But i love him for every ounce of me and inch of me. He came in at a bad time a stuck by me every inch of the way. So he dropped the bomb that he is leaving for basic sometime.... and it tore me apart because I love him and although i have faith he will make it and be all he can be. I fear he will be a changed man and not want me. But i know he loves me. And it makes it hard cause we just got engaged....
