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What are you waiting for?
It was perfection, being in your arms.
The giggles, the smiles, The eyes spoke so strong.
Then in a blink it was over.
Where did it all go wrong?
Months of trying, to just fail...
It makes no sense at all..
The memories, they haunt me....annoy me....remind me...
I want to clear it out of my mind, yet its like they hide.
Then with a blink of the eye....they return to inform me of what once was..
Years of being sheltered, closed off...now Im left wondering...
All I wish is for it to vanish, like you did, in the night...just to wake with no memory of it all...
Trying to place the peices...yet im left missing so many...its a jigsaw puzzle unfinished..
Walking around dazed..Its a haze overcoming me...
My senses are overcome...I can hear you in the background...
I can smell you in the night, as if you were right by myside.
Looking over at the other side of the bed...Touching the pillow then my head...
Missing what was....Thats no longer.
Wishing I was so much stronger...
Just want to forget this chapter....
