This is where I get to write anything I want? Love that!
Ok- so today is NOT a good day. Yesterday wasn't so great either. I am intelligent enough to know that this is situational depression/anxiety. Maybe intelligence doesn't have anything to do with it. Probably more like experienced enough to know.
Doctor wants me on drugs... not the good kind mind you. No narcotics to actualy give me a boost, some energy, something to make me WANT to get out of bed! Noooo.... she wants me to take the crap that makes me calm. Yes, it does stop my heart from racing but sometimes it makes me just not give a flying rats ass about anything.
What is so difficult about being honest? BTW- I am a quote maniac and this is MINE (don't steal it uness you give me props)
"Each persons reality is merely their perception but perception is much clearer when the TRUTH is known."
I understand holding something back if you might crush someone with the truth. But people, there are ways to get your point across without devastating someone. Take a class! Learn some manners, articulation, something. OR, heres an idea.... shut the FUCK up all together.
I suppose I have rambled enough for one moment. Back to my misery.