so lets start with i'm in the process of coming off of paxil. So that is becoming more of a bitch than i thought it would, i have read up on the withdrawl symptoms and it some what scares me but I know deep down i can handle it. Then after work today my husband of 7 years says he's not happy. He goes through this once a year or when he thinks i need to change something about myself. Its just this year with me trying to come off of paxil it is really getting to me. i love him but damn he needs to get over this self pity bullshit right now. I know it will be ok or atleast i hope it will but in the mean time it's driving me freakin crazy. I need some me time. I really don't feel like babing him right now, i need to be taking care of myself right now not him. I know i'm being a little selfish right now but i think i should be able to right now. I haven't ate anything today, which is one the reasons why i'm going off my paxil it has made me gain 50lbs. i'm use to only weighing only 105 and now i'm like 150 or so. so hopefully everything will be better in the morning
