ArmyGirl85's blog: "Too Good to be True"

Boy when I am right about someone, I am really right. Things felt weird from the jump and I ignored my gut feelings for ONCE because you continuely showed me that you were different. After a while; a girl is bound to believe you. You made a fool of me. Thanks for that. I have no intention of making other people pay for the heartache I feel right now, but you have definetly shown me that I need to trust in myself and noone else. I can thank you for one thing; returning faith in myself, because I saw this going badly, I knew I was leading myself down a bad path and I IGNORED IT! In the process, I fell head over heels in love with you and it seemed you had fallen for me as well. If you hadn't, why lie to me? I have never felt so used in my life. Life is hard enough without this unnecessary headache! But you know what, I will survive, I always have and I always will. If you weren't lying and honestly wanted to be with me, get your shit together and treat me the way I am supposed to be treated, the way you said you WOULD treat me. Until then, I am a free agent. I went a long time before you without a man in my life and will continue to do so. I am strong, I am independent and do not NEED a man in my life like most of the women I unfortunately know. From now on, if you want to be in my life, MAKE me notice you, MAKE me want YOU, if not, you can go and walk along, your drama is unneeded and definetly unwanted. From now on, I will love my life for MYSELF nad not for what you were in it. You cannot break an already broken heart folks. I am damaged but not destroyed. I have great people that love me for ME and all of my flaws, if a man cannot see that, that is his problem, not mine. Love you to all those that have stuck beside me and to those I passed by, you did not/ do not DESERVE to be in my life :) Enough raging for today :)