I know that you don't have to be alone to be lonely.
I know that sometimes you may have been hurt, mentally or physically, and made to fell you had no self worth so you stayed in the relationship out of fear of being alone because you were made to feel no one else might want you.
I know that sometimes you need to go out, clubbin or bar hopping, to blow off steam and just forget. To get hit on by guys, not because you have bad intentions, but because you need to know you are still desirable.
I know that the falling in love is the highest of highs. But it fades.
I know that to you, sex is still making love. Sure, maybe once in a while a fuck with someone hot was nice, but making love with someone who's touched your heart was everything…is everything.
I know that a text message the next day brings a smile to your face and one inside that no one else can see.
I know that you want to be the one I am thinking of during the day.
I know that your man is hot and sexy to you, no matter what anyone else thinks.
I know that you're disgusted by the way some men act, or the comments they leave on you're my space, while somewhere it is also a little flattering. Everyone likes being desired.
I know sometimes you need to be heard (just listened to, not spoken to), or held without being felt, or felt up.
I know you're not a "Gold Digger" but you want to be secure, in your home and your life.
I know you want to be special, have something unique from all the other hot woman that your man can only find with you.
I know you want me to hurt when you leave me, and you don't want me to be happy with any other.
I know you don't have to be controlled; you need the trust to prove you're true. Being questioned or controlled robs you of that chance.
I know you have needs and desires, sometimes maybe even ashamed of them or things you want to experience.
I know that possessions are a means to an end….and the best cars and clothes mean nothing without someone to share it all with.
I know you don't mind supporting your man financially, so long as he supports you emotionally and stays true….otherwise, "To the left, to the left".
I know I can be all of these things to you if given the chance, but that I will never get it because I don't know you
