XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "thinking , reflecting"

my eyes look solemly up into the clouds as i found out i lost another loved one yesterday .. all the good peoople seems to go to too early and the bad ones seem to go too late .. as the tears slide down my face ... i let them slide embrace thier bitternes.. i can feel the sadness creep through my viens .. my deep blue veins .. i can't beleive i was so close to seeing her again now shes gone ..so close yet so far away .. from telling her again how much i loved her ... .. damn it hurts .. 

im hoping i get to go to her funeral .. hoping i get to be there for my brother for once .. damn it hurts .. balck clouds embracing me . tears falling .. and sky lost some of its brightness yet to others it looks so blue so beautiful .. I call out Aunty Betsie .. I love you .. i always have and always will..

 i guess today will be bout remembering you

your smile your sense fo humor , sense of community .. the way u always welcome me told me i was family .. and didnt hate me for what i had to do .. thankyou for being in my life you made it richer .. i just didnt want to get in the way .. didnt want to cause any problems between the families and now your gone .. ..  ..