i fear that i am going crazy, a little each day. nothing seems right. i moved 4 hours away from my home town where i was raised and lived all 22 years of my life... with the promise of a job when i got here. i packed up my son and all i own and jumped at the chance to make a new life for us. i got here, and now i dont have a job. they changed there mind, or hired someone else, or something. i am living off of unemployment which is only $1oo a wk, which only covers my rent.. not my sons diapers, nothing. my son is becoming more and more out of control, whether it be "terrible twos" or missing his dad, i dont know. i have very few friends, but the ones i have are great, yet they dont fill the void i have. i feel like i am drowning in a pool of emotions. slowly, day by day, i am losing a great friend more and more.. and i cant stand this. i dont mean to post to bitch about my life or to make people feel sorry for me, i just need to get this off my chest. sorry guys.