When Sept 26th came up I was full of apprehension as this was really the start of another chapter... was it going to be frustration and rejection (neither of which I enjoy!) or was there going to be a chink of light.
So there I was, catastrophising, thinking that this was where I would meet my Nemesis, my Moriarty, my Mordred, Loki, whatever you want, they were going to put another obstacle in may way....
This was a meeting to discuss whether or not I should be given the opportunity to complete my training to become a Physio, this decision was being taken after I had done 99% of the course and in fact only had one 6 week placement to do.
They had kept me waiting 4 months and today was going to be the day I would find out...
Let it be known that when in the right I am extremely confident and very rarely doubt my abilities. Yesterday, was, a different matter as I had no control and that makes me distant and appear uninterested...
October 2nd
Is this saga ever going to end?
Considering all I need to do is to complete this one last placement, it is being made very difficult. AND that's before I've even started it! So what is it down to this time? Well, not the No. 1 priority!!
The difference between this and a joke? At least a joke is funny!! So I guess I'll be waiting another week, maybe 4, who knows? Sure as they don't really care... or maybe they do and this is all for my benefit.... Hmmm, now let me think on that one!!
October 16th
At last I am now on my final placement. Now it is, ahem, early nights and plenty of research... oh shit! Is that the time already???
Anyway just get this down, first day and it was great fun, only another 41 to go and I intend to enjoy them as much as possible. In a way it is just like being on here... you guys just make me feel that there are lots of good things in the world!
November 2nd
Well, halfway through the placement and lots of interesting stuff to do and see... fortunately noone has gone off on me yet, still 23 days to go so all hell could break loose!!
It's good to see that the team I'm in are actually making a difference to those who are unfortunate to be in hospital, and sometimes it is heartbreaking to know that some of them may not improve...
