willdamnt's blog: "cheep thrill"

I love the escape but when I fly Away I want the world I have here to come with me to the forever after tomorrow~

  I don't sleep well even with the wealth of friends both here and home I don't have people to tell secrets any more I have no guilty pleasure their is no us there will be ne we even if their is an hours evrything together was yours my love yours my thoughts yours my pride yours my walk yours my sense of evrything all rolled into togethrness the collapse of my personal world trapped, under a clutter of emotions from rage to freedum then as the dust settles and my slow ravaged sence of disillusion shows up to give some false hope for a sense of releif even an answer to this but no that is crushed by backlash an aftershock from being in love so long those mistakes that fools make  again we clim to the top of the ruble and servey the damage we pick up some peices looking to find the right place to start are minds wander to strange far off hopes of instant love when we know what we had to work hard @ what we had befor the wind of change always stirs up the dust around us please dont let the good feelings bleed out into anger another crushing after shock U rang my bells and your light shined on me again until I saw the change its infectius views trapped your mind in a bulldozerand left it to clear a path for another world my walls will stop you for now because this is mine my crumbled heart and I I ALONE will build it maybe to give again maybe . .. ..