Tattooed GoddessLOYAL BOMBER FAMILY MEMBER's blog: "ARMY STRONG"

My heart is breaking Current mood: crushed I MISS MY BEST FRIEND!!! DAMNIT!! why did the gods and goddesses have to take you so fucking soon brotha fox?! I NEED YOU HERE NOW! my heart is breaking..my tears are falling..come comfort me! I havent cried for you in awhile. I dont know why i am right now. I want to live the life that you wanted for me. but i cant do that without you. I NEED MY BEST FRIEND!!! Heartache Heartache Cry Walking away Loyalty Heartache Enless Tears Why me and now? Heartache I just need you here! so much of my life is just crashing down! I need you here to talk with. You are my sounding board for so much that i go through and without you here, i dont know what to do! GRR GRR GRUMBLE GRUMBLE GRR GRR GRUMBLE! damn you!! DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!

so i found out some shit today that just crushed me. I am not going to say what it was because of OPSEC regulations. I am hurting so badly right now! i thought it was bad enough before. but DAMNIT! As if having to find our puppies a place to stay until we move on post, we BOTH find this shit out today. But hey, that's part of being an ARMY wife. but not just any Army wife, A RAKKASAN WIFE!!! I am strong. I can get through this. I knew it was going to be stressful when i said "I Do." I am not bitching, i am VENTING! there is a difference. but anyways. Now my time is crunched. So if i am not on much after 1700 Central time, DO NOT BITCH TO ME!! I am going to be spending as much time as i can with my husband and our dogs. HOOAH!!!

its lower than what i wanted, but my recruiter said it was still realyl good. and that the majority of the MOS's require a 102 or higher. i got better than that but not much. And on top of that my recruiter is being transferred to a different office so i wont have him anymore. the one that i will have is still a good one, but he isnt Ssgt Turner. *cries* im heading to the office after i pick up my husband from work. My rough score on the ASVAB was 70. all my line scores were a 110 or higher, so i mean i did well. We will see if I can get into the MOS that i want. I still have to loose 25 lbs and increase my forearm 2 inches so i have time to retake the ASVAB if i like. OH well....

well, i took the asvab's today. i left to go to the recruiter's office around 215. we left there to head to the test site around 4. we were running a little bit behind schedule. we made it to the test site at about 5. well, the test was suppose to start at 5. needless to say it didnt start till about 530. we didnt get done until about 8-815. i wasnt about to wait until midnight to get my results. i will get them tomorrow. i finally made it home at about 9-930. I have a massive headache and my ass hurts for sitting so damn long. I will let you guys know what i got tomorrow if you want to know. im off to bed. i thankfully dont have to wake up early tomorrow. Night everyone. And thanks for all the love!


*~*Army Strong Jen*~*

YEP! today is the day that i go and take the ASVAB! ACK! im nevous! david cant get off work early to go with me and i was really hoping he could. Oh well. Wish me luck! i'm so scared! i hate taking tests. I will probably get on tonight after i get back and post what I made. or I will be too upset to even do a damn thing. we will see. Have a great day!