Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever else is there for me thank you. not many people can relate to losing a girlfriend or boyfriend that means so much to them unless of course you have been in that situation trust me it's not something i would ever want anyone to ever go through it sucks when you use to coming home and wait for that phone call saying hunnie can you come get me so i can be with you.