wow..i cant believe its almost a year since me and heather split.. were has the time gone..to fast i reckon u would say, i know i just did lol. it was an uphill battle with myself at beginning of it all happening but i struggled through it pretty beat up and scared i still have some battle wounds but mostly healed through it all..i still think about her once in a while but can ya blame me for all the good times we did have n things shes still in my heart amongst some of the broken pieces that's still left in me. I'm allowed to have memories of things as we all are, at least i hope so. a lot of people said i haven't let go of situation..i have but i admit at beginning my heart wouldn't let it i reckon it was over powering my thoughts or something but that's been done and gone for quite a while now I'm just glad she has found happiness out of it all, me on other hand not really but oh well i don't care what happends to me. ive had a few relationships before her and it seemed they all went sour in one way or other.i don't do anything wrong, dont disrespect anyone i pour heart out to help anyone that i can if im able to and alot of poeple can attest to that..i guess that's whats wrong for most part being to nice that'll get ya run over quicker than a opossum on the highway or neighborhood street or a chicken but they will just meet ya on the other side lol havnt seen to many of them layin in road lately lol. i havnt had the best of luck with the dating thing but i aint worried about it. i reckon i aint the dating/relationship material but i know one thing i dang shure aint turning gay so yall dont have to worry about that part lmao.. ** just a lil note for yall that are currently involved with someone either by dating or marrage or what have ya ..cherrish what yall have..n dont ever take anything for granted, nothing ever is, it may appear real to u at first and it may be and last but then again it can be gone in blink of any eye. they say anything is replacable but thats not true..you may find something that resembles the original but its not all 100% ..nothing lasts forever..as i know this from my personal experience through things and dont ever give up..im not sayin i am but i have gave up on expectations if in when it happends then i hopefully will be ready for the acceptance** this is end for now if i think of more i will add to it gn and be safe
