She sits in the pouring rain
Her heart filled with pain
She sits outside all alone
Wanting to one day know
Why her heart shatters in pieces
And her life once again ceases
Crumbling down around her she sees
No room left to breathe
Letting go of the past
Not wanting the memories to last
She looks back to try to make sense
And figure out why so tense
Everything comes crashing down
And she tries not to frown
Never shedding a tear
Because she will not be filled with fear
So hurt, tired, and used
Not wanting to be abused
Trying to follow a new path
As she faces her final wrath
She will not go down without a fight
Because she knows, this time, her heart is right
She knows what she needs to do
And she guesses she always knew
Now realizing the pain that was caused
And starting to feel a little less lost
Taking a good look of what is inside
And finding a little girl terrified
A broken spirit lingers to find
Something a little more kind
Not ever giving up hope
Just trying to once again cope
Trying not to be afraid
Not wanting her life to fade
Living through another painful day
Begging the hurt to go away
Just wanting someone to care
Just needing someone there
Not to be broken anymore
Wanting to open up a new door
A life that was never lived
Because all she did was give
Caring too much about everyone else
Forgetting about herself
Now she opens up her eyes
And she tries to disguise
The pain running through her soul
And it has finally taken its toll
Afraid to go to sleep
The memories are way to deep
Never wanting anything more
Forgetting what she is fighting for
Looking for that light
The one twinkle that is so bright
It seems too far to capture
But her heart is pure
One day she will realize
She will not want to live a lie
She closes the door to the past
And finally can see at last
