a long time ago..
what a long time ago
since illusions were lost
shattered by lifes brutal way
sometimes when i am drowning in pain
and tears bring no relief
anger bearing down
pushing me deeper into the darkness
to the edge of madness
to the abyss
i am either going to drown in sorrow
or soar thru the clouds
watching butterflies dance amoung the flowers,
neither here or there
just being
but until that decision is made
i shall dance along the edge
of what is my life
and think of the lil angels
and not so lil angels
that have blessed my life
and bring the tears to an end
by accepting me
and my flaws,
to learning of a new world
and the possibility of a brighter future...
another dance, another dream, another day,
another time
with you........