here's the scene...
the BF was sleeping for work, I'm laying there half awake half asleep, and just sit up to go get online, and he wraps his arms around me and pulls me down beside him, so I stay.
anyway I finally start kinda dozing half in & out of sleep... and all of a sudden I have this weird "vision/dream" whatever the hell it was, it Completely screwed me up...
here's how I explained it to a close friend of mine online earlier this evening:
(names have been omitted)
((i (for some ungodly reason) started thinking of my will (which doesn't exist yet anyway) and setting money aside for [my daughter], and then writing up little notes for the few close people I was gonna leave money to... kinda telling them what I'd like to see them do with the money I'd left them. it was fucking Weird. I felt like I was actually writing the notes, and like a voice-over in the movies, my voice was reading the notes to whichever person.... n when i "read" ONE of them out loud for some reason i started tearing up really, really bad and woke up like "THIS" close to crying.))
so the friend I'm explaining this all to, asks whhat he's getting, being a smartass...
((i dunno, see, yours wasn't one of the names I'd gotten to, and the weird thing is, there was no rhyme or reason or rank or order or anything as to the closeness of the people to me; or the amount of money I'd left them, or the note I'd left for them... I just know there were 5 people "mentioned" aside from [my daughter] and I'd read thru 3 of them and the 3rd ons got to me and that's when I woke up in tears...))
freaking WEIRD.... I'm still pretty screwy about it. anyone have any comments or suggestions or Anything???
