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Another New Beginning

There was a time in my life when all i wanted was her. I would have sold my soul to keep her, of that i was sure. She was a fantasy made real, that was best left unfulfilled. In time like a cancer, my heart and soul she killed. Wrapped up in her web, believing every lie. I had become a shadow, the real me began to die. My smile had disappeared and the twinkle in my eye began to fade. She took away my laughter, at her whim a puppet I was made. My friends and family watched helplessly as the man they once knew changed. Even after she was gone my twisted soul became more deranged! I tried to find my zest for life, yet it seemed forever gone. I put new peices in the puzzle, but no woman lasted long. Til one night the whiskey was talking and I saw a new fantasy across a smokey bar! I was there to drown my sorrows, never knowing she began to heal my scars! I packed away my fears and put on my best cocky smile. As i slowly approached her my thoughts escaped me for awhile. The minute we started talking my twinkle and laughter returned! In an instant I had found myself and the pain of my past was burned. A perfect combination of beauty, brains, charm, and class. A Goddess, a true beauty, an angel with some sass. I can talk to her for hours, yet it feels like just awhile. I can make her laugh and giggle, or cause her heart to smile. She sometimes leaves me speachless and takes my breath away. She gave me back myself, a gift id do anything to repay. They say the bigger you are, the harder you fall. If that adage is true, I must me the biggest of them all!
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