What am I to say?
What am I say to say,
When you ask me if I am ok
When you tell me thank you for accepting things
What am I to say
No, i wanna scream, I have no choice
but I slowly recollect myself
and choke down my words,
Only to suffocate on them later.
Bashed around by my lonliness,
at least it's something to focus on.
You don't believe when I say I'm tired,
I know you are too....
Just wish I could voice as free as you do.
Without the ridcule
Of course though you tell me,
"You have nothing to be sad about."
But really I'm beat down and blue
Just can't rid myself of this.
I don't wanna be alone, yet...
I hide myself away by habit
It's gonna be ok, even though
I know I'm not.
No voice to speak, Too weak to stand
Never good enough, I hide away.
JUST ANOTHER MISERABLE DAY.