As I sit nothing but my mind.
What I come across seems to frighten even me.
I have finally discovered what most seem to find.
This ever growing sense of animosity.
Now I only hope that it doesn't materialize.
Because then I will be a true Monstrosity.
The very thought makes me feel atrocity in my eyes.
All of these feelings are almost making me realize.
That I don't want to not be bright even though.
Seeing someones mental anguish brings me delight.
Will my hopes get crushed and lead me to death row?
Maybe not, could it be possible that I can see the light?
I don't think this to be so, so maybe I should just go.
Now I take several deep breaths.
Inhaling the carbon monoxide smoke.
From the devices I've chose to bring death.
So hopefully soon I will finally choke.
Don't cry this ahs to be the END!
