DNO ASIANHOTTIE 13 bombs please's blog: "me just being me"

some say that time heals all wounds maybe it's true in some cases but not with me. if you read my last blog u know that i recently lost my uncle to cancer on monday. i know he is in a better place and am thankful he is not suffering anymore but i sure do miss him. so i went to visit the family and stuff and my mom is there, i didn't mind it at first but then we got in to a huge fight and she said she wish she had a different daughter. don't get me wrong i know people do say hurtful things out of anger but this wasn't the first time she has said this to me. she has said this many times b4 and each time she said it it really hurt but this time when she said it it hurt 100 times worse. maybe cuz i have my own baby who i would never treat so bad. it makes me wonder what i did hat was so wrong it makes me wanna run away to a certain someone and never come back it makes me feel ashamed to be me thanks mom for teaching me what not to do.