im gunna have a 3sum with 2 guys and its gunna be weird as all hell kinda freaked out nothing planned so far just that i guess ive never done anything like that so im sure itll be interesting the guy i cheated on my bf with is now my bf i guess right we did the dirty like 10 times in one night so hes a keeper anyhow im pretty sure im gunna have things done to me that i never thought possible i dont mind i want to try everything once ..or twice anyhow lol anyhow i dont regret dumping my bf like im kinda wondering why i was with him if im not that worried about it cuz i loved him and i believe i still do but shit haha i had anal sex weird lol i had to throw that in there its new years ive been invited to 2 parties which ive never been invited to a keg before like last week i mean sure i might have but just me and not Sonya wow im surprised no i dont think im gunan go becuz im not wanting to cheat again and i think that there would be some kinda peer presure to do so i mean last time it was all up to me haha but this time i kinda like this boy so i kinda want it to work when im with him i get really quiet so that sucks and i dont know why im so nervous but i am and i guess im kinky a new surprising fact lol anyhow im kinda excited about being with the new guy since theres gunna be freaky shit going on hahabut yea im tired and i wanna smoke another bowl so ttfn
