So why is it even if I talk to one fuckin guy that everyone automatically assumes either theyre trying to get into my pants or Im trying to get into theirs. No I dont fuckin use people. So thinking that I do, shows apparently how well you do not know me.. I would never use someone due to the simple fact that Ive been used so many times previously in my life. Am I not allowed to have friends. Who the hell are you to fuckin judge me? Are you my father? No. Even if so. I wouldnt give a shit, as much as I do not give a shit now. You act as if you do not care for how many months now, telling me that I never fuckin talk to you unless I want something, when its always me the one trying to get ahold of you. Think about it. Even when we were dating, who was the one who always called you, I always IMed you, it was always me. I confess I am not perfect, I confess that I have flaws, but Im not a criminal, Im not a bad person, and as much anger as I have for you right now I still care about you. I wish you could realize how much I do care. If I have hurt your feelings in the past, which I know I have, I apologize, but you have to realize that their were reasons. If I like somebody Im going to talk to them, wether you like it or not. I dont tell you what to do, so do not try to tell me what to do. You have no power over me. Theres way too much shit going on in my life right now for this childish drama. I wish you would speak your mind, be a little open, tell people how you feel. People cannot read minds. As much as you may think people can read you, they can't. Do me a favor and dont judge me. You barely know me. Ive changed so much, and you have no idea how, or which way. Respect me and I'll respect me. Judge me and I'll judge you. Hurt my heart, I'll slit your throat.
