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 death is not a part of life that is easy to lose someone that is close to you is the hardest thing that you will have to endor the loss of a loved one will fell like your heart has been ripped out i lost one of my closest friends this morning and that was my grandma and it hurts to the point my body is cold i love her still even though she is gone my life will go on but it will be hard not that she is not here to go on wiht it RIP ETHEL JUNE PATTON ALWAYS LOVED NEVER FORGOTTEN 

SO YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND TEL ME YOUR CHILDREN ARE MINE AND THAT NO ONE ELSE MAKES YOU FEEL THE WAY I DO BUT THEN OUT OF THE BLUE THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE SO I DONT MIND FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS BUT YOU LIED TO ME CUZ I WAS NOT WORTH THE TRUTH ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS TELL ME HOW YOU FELT BUT IN STEAD YOU LIE AND COVER IT ALL UP I HOPE YOUR LIES ARE WORHT HIS TIME AND I HOPE KARMA BITES YOU RIGHT IN YOUR ASS I LOVED YOU WITH EVERYTHING I WAS AND HAD BUT IT WAS NOT ENOUGHT YOU STILL LIES AND LEFT SO FUCK IT I HOPE IT ALL GOES WELL HAVE YOUR MAN TAKE CARE OF YOU I HOPE IT ALL MAKE SENSE FOR YOU I AM AS LOST AS ONE COULD BE LIVE YOUR LIFE AND HAVE A BLAST BUT KNOW THAT WHEN KARMA COMES IT WILL NEVER LAST YOU LIES TO ME CUZ I WAS NOT WORHT THE TRUTH GOODBYE TO YOU FOR EVER AND A DAY HOPE HE TREATS YOU BETTER THEN I DID CUZ I MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU LIE TO ME

WHAT DO I DO

ANGER AND HATE SWELL UP INSIDE ME LIKE A BALLOON AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND SEE HATE AND SHAME AND DISAPPOINTMENT WHAT DO I DO TOO WAY PEOPLE FEEL TWARDS ME MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM THE BADGUY WHAT DO I DO SEE THIS QUESTIN MIGHT BE EASY FOR SOME TO ANSWER BUT NOT ME CUZ I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I CAN ONLY BE STRONG FOR SO LONG THEN LIFE TAKES ITS TOLL I CAN SEE THE BOAT MAN WAITNG TO TAKE HIS TOLL TO TAKE ME ACROSS THE WATER WHAT DO I DO I CAN FIGHT NO MORE I CANT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL WITOUT OFFENDING SOMEONE WHAT DO I DO WELL THIS IS WHAT I DO I WRITE TILL I FELL BETTER AND SOMETIMES I FELL BETTER QUICKLY AND SOMETIMES I DONT ITS OK THOUGH I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS ROUGH TIME AND I WILL STAND TALL AND TOUGH AGAIN BUT IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME AND SOME UNDERSTANDING THAT IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO

PAIN

PAIN IS SOMETHING I AM USE TO THE FEELING OF NOT BEING WANTED THE FEELING OF BETRAIL THAT FEELING ON EMPTYNESS PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVEING THE BODY WELL I MUST BE A VERY WEAK PERSON CUZ PAIN IS ALWAYS ESCAPEING MY BODY SOMETIME SOMEONE WANTS  TO BE  LEFT ALONE BUT SOMETIME EVEN WHEN THAT PERSON GETS WHAT THEY WANT ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH

HATRED

HAVE YOU EVER HATED SOMEONE SO MUCH YOU WANT THEM TO DIE BUT SAYING THAT HURTS THE ONE YOU REALLY LOVE AND THAT IS NOT GOOD BUT HATRED IS THE FORMOST PART OF ANGER ITS MY HATRED FOR THE PERSON EVEN BREATHING I CANT STAND THAT PERSON AND DONT WANT THAT PERSON EVEN AROUND THE ONES I LOVE AND I CAN NOT DO ANYTHING ABOOUT IT BUT ITS OK CUZ TIME WILL TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING PEOPLE THAT TREAT OTHER PEOPLE BADLY WILL GET THERES I JUST WISH I COULD BE THE ONE THAT GIVES IT TO THEM LIFE IS FULL OF REGRETS AND ONE THING I DONT REGRET IS TELL THIS ONE PERSON IN MY LIFE I HATE THEM LIFE IS SHORT TO BAD I SPEND MINE HATEING SOMEONE SO HARD THAT I CANT LIVE IT LIKE I WANT TO

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