today i got a call from the dr regarding my scare about cancer...for the past few months ive been hemming and hawing on the fact that i may have it, and the worst kind for a man...yes folks the oleeeee testy cancer...and i say this for any man if you find your testey enlarged dont play around get a checkup..ladies if your giving your man some lovin...check it out for him...you may save his life.....well right now till the 22nd of december the dr has found something...and he's not committing himself to a def answear on it till he gets more tests back..right now they have me on massive antibotics at 1000.mg a day for the next two weeks, and a sonogram on the 22nd as well...now i dont want anybody crying or boohooing over this, god that sounds cruel dosen't it/...im soory i really am...if you are truly my friend..then smile..give me a hurahhhah and be there when i need to vent or cry depending on the cirmustances...if you dont want to do either hey thats cool too, just knowing that youre still my friend and not treating me like a leper is the best thing...they say moral support is the best thing for somebody...i found out a good friend of mine has the same thing...sucks huh...but hey we are still alive and i have a chance that it wont be it...but as i said i promised to update my blog, and as always i keep my promise...so thank you for being a true friend and wish me luck...by the way...locks of love will be getting the donation i promised real soon...the hairs coming off! smiles