WiTcHy177's blog: "And Life Goes On..."

When time comes to read these words that I have written for you ...read with an open heart and know my words are true. To my first Grand-daughter Emerald my blooming flower shall my heart enrich you to your ending days for I walk beside you always. I wish you to take the time to smell the roses, And collect a pocket full of poseys. Take time to watch the wings of a dragonfly, And go see that a willow really does cry. Go run barefoot through a field of flowers, Know yourself well;know your internal powers. Watch the flames of a high blazing fire, To see the dragons full desires. Never blow a flame to put it out, Should smother without a doubt. Make a wish on a first seen star, May your thoughts be true and up to par. Sing a song out loud for all to hear, You'll always have a listening ear... Take a ride bareback on a Unicorn on its way to a hidden place, Learn the true meaning behind a butterfly..look close for you may see a face. Hold close the true meaning on unconditional love, For it will be as gentle as the wings of a dove. Know that death has many meanings but never a doom, And if you use your imagination you can fly on a broom. Smile and hold close to what you truely know, Never run from the rain and play in the snow... Know the circle is conditionous...beginng, middle and end, But the end is always a way to begin it all again. Learn the last,the full,and first quarters of the moon, Know the new,the full..and watch for the blue for it may be soon. Know that the fairies hide within the deepest forest trees, Hidden they stay for they wish to be free. Always follow your heart for it never fails, Never fear what lies beyond the broken rails. Be truthful to yourself and to all those around, And so with your mind shall stay level and sound. If you shall stumble and fall pick yourself back up and always hold your head up high, For in your hands you hold the truth...now spread your wings and fly.... With these words I surround you with my life and my will... everything I ever was..I touch upon you my love and my faith and with ever dream so shall it all come clear. I am a part of you as I am with my own... my blooming flower...my love will carry you wherever you wish to go!!!

If anyone is reading this that knows alittle a bit about me ..then they should know I am always in thought. I look back now and I see all the blessings that I have had...the unforgetable people that have crossed my path..and the lessons I have gathered from them. And to be truthful I am thankful also for those who inflicted pain and confusion for those are what truly make me who I am today. We all at certain points in our lives realize that dwelling in the past only postpones us from growing and becoming what we should be in full. I myself back-track sometimes but also use these thoughts and lessons in days lived now.This last year has been a roller-coaster.Sometimes I believe I deserve better...mainly because I lose who I am sometimes..therefor I wonder if this my path or is it an obstacle..is there something here for me to learn..or is there something I need to teach?

Life it's self can lead in so many different ways not really sure if anyone ever takes the time to realize how they inpact others and begin a domino effect.I myself have lived a very full life..I've given all that I have..I have learnt lessons and I have lived each day in the faith that what you give you shall receive..even knowing most of the time I face a dreadful disappointment. I have dreams and I have needs..And still I try to make everyone else happy first...this is what I do...this is who I am.And in the mist of all the chaos I will clear the path...but when that path is cleared I may be the one who walks it first.

When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177*

It's as though through our walk through the path that is laid out for use of course we know we will always have obstacles...past,future & present ones. If we all learn from those lessons laid in front of us and see them for what they really are..our strength shall become over powering and therefor we will find understanding as to 'why'.You live...you learn...then you love..could be the making of a solid foundation...

It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and insecurity.And taking sides is not my way..but it seems their are some that do...and they also try sitting back while passing judgement.And for those doing so I have great sympathy for for you may not know what waters you are treading. Life is indeed too short to waste on one whom takes and never gives back.This is why I choose a man who does indeed give back..one I can trust..who is truthful with his self and others who sways not into a life of false promises and who is able to love whole heartedly..a man true of heart..the one that posses a heart of gold..and this man is my CT Hubby..Just shows that sometimes we need to weed the garden in order to find the flower already in bloom. And be warned of the one whom is not of true face...he who is a farse...for words are just that...proof is in the pudding... Blessed Be!!