I got to sit here realizing this
I found this to be something I'll miss
I've tried to teach them oh so much
But I've experienced something new and fresh
I saw an Angel there with the softest touch
I saw her and she saw me
She has heard about an everlasting prodigy
She said it would all be over soon
She told me I had failed and all was doomed
I asked her how this could've happened to me
The Angel filled my head with lies and said it's not my destiny
With blade unsheathed I raised my hands
"Not a force on earth can change these plans!"
A moment later the deed was done
In a rush of emotion that could extinguish the sun
"My Angel is dead, my Angel is dead!"
Now nothing will stop the voices ringing in my head
She was the one that should've understood
But her eyes were shut, she didn't listen, she never would
What is the cost of this prodigy
Because now my Angel is lost to me
With tears in my eyes screaming
"What's the price, what is the price!"
I've lost my way with a heart as cold as ice
I've filled myself with rage
Why cant i free them from this fucking cage
I sit down a rest for just a while
With blood on my hands trying to face my denial
My breathing slow, my tears have stopped, the blood has dried
I know my cause is just yet so many have died
I sheath my blade and dress my coat
and I laugh to myself
"At least i tried"........
