Wow... writing in these boxes never gets any easier. I never know what the hell to put in here. Ok the basics... I am a 31 yr old mom of 3. I am in a very open marriage and can and often do date. Though recently I find myself looking for that special "other guy". I love to play around on my pc... PSP and a few other graphic programs are always open. I don't make any money for anything I do, but then how many people can claim they make money at a hobby? I am always looking for anyone (prefer men of course but beggers can't be choosers) who can hold a decent convo, who has ideas of their own, to chat with. Please don't ask for my number, if I like you and or want to give it out I will. It amazes me how many just want numbers to add to their book never really getting to know a person before they ask for it. As you can see from my tatt on my neck I am familiar with the pagan path in life. I am not sure you could call me pagan, more like I follow my own walk in life. I am laid back and hear often how I am not a "normal woman". Not too sure what that means... I love cars, the faster the better. Yes, I do work on my own and love to get my hands dirty. I just bought a 98 camaro which needs a little work on the body but damn that engine runs smooth. I have always loved the feel of putting your foot in a car and feeling the power. I used to street race when I was ALOT younger and stupid enough to go pink for pink... btw, I NEVER lost my car LOL. Now that I am older, I drive a little slower when I have kids riding with me but I am hell on wheels when I am alone!!! I listen to a varity of music, everything from Slipknot to Rob Thomas. I get into moods and my music suits my feelings at that moment. I am lucky to have a few very close friends that mean the world to me (Love ya Pam and Larry) but I am always looking for more, so feel free to stop by and say hi sometime!!!
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Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day.
Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool.
Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.
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For all those who have fallen before Shawn and will fall after, you are always and will forever be a hero. I have seen too many friends hurt and I pray I will never see another one. If you don't know the story of Trooper Blanton's death I urge you to google his name. His wife and son are in my thoughts daily. Our men and women in the US Military and those who proudly wear a badge I will forever be grateful and honored to know that when my back is turned you will be there fighting for me.
(Passed out)
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