In times of need your my goddess dureing acts of love your a devil,In times of need you give blessing.In times of lust you ask for blood.my goddess my devil.its what i want its what i need to be held in your embrace than be takeing pain by your touch.Soft look in your eyes when you want to cry yet a demon look when your needing a fuck.I dont mind cuase its what i want.Stare at the clouds at night looking at your creation looking at the end of your whip when you think i need disciplined.I want every kind of touch i need all your emotions.Just show me all your love that you can bring from a goodess touch to a devils needs---------distrust the way shadows fall over me.leaving you to the ashes of autums dying skies.these shadows of agony are calling me.leaving no goodbye choking on autums killing phase.blindied from rage from the shadows that fall over me.lighting the karasine soakied tree like putting a end to the past.in a time where reality is a alturied state of mind.as i look up at the dieing skies the fall of shadows lies that blindied my eyes and dieing inside from spirtual suicide.walking on the burnt dreams the silent lies call for tomarrow.i will never know what numb feels like in the eyes of emptyness--------i was hevean sent Can you handle looking at the eyes of a fallen angel,For i was hevean sent,cast out along time ago.But sitting on the moon stareing at you i feel i can spread my wings and fly,Fly for the first time in such a long time.Blood beating through my stone heart finally breaking through the stone,And all i want is you I was hevean sent.Cast out along time ago.And i want between your dark thighs.Along time sense i seen the light.Sitting on the moon sitting here stareing at you.
I was hevean sent,Finally alive to feel.now your needs i can cature.But am i worth the time?,All i know is i want to try
----donnot cry for me i am half the man you see,i wish i could be the man you want but alas fate did not mean for it to be,you are a star yet i am a black hole you give life i seem to suck it dry,i wish you would stop the tears,i am half the man i wish i could be looking for awnsers to questions i donnot even knowtring to catch a butterfly under blue starlite night without a net,to catch her beauty with a patents and a loving soul that long been cold,preying she will fly in my lap.to hold my butterfly under that moonless sky with only her beautys light and and show her my cold heart still can burn with a passionite fire so hot and forever brite///laying alone on my bed of thorns with blood coloring black roses red with a paintied smile hideing my pain still i wonder why you cry when i am not worth the time my past i you cannot understand the hurt makes me strong yet dead in my soul and makes my spirt bleed sleeping on my bed of nails blood staining brown wood red and clowns mask covering my pain please donnot cry, i am not even half the man you see with things have seen and i can not explane pain coming to a full circle its like the moon nights that make me blind with only pain i see///for you encantress to feel your touch, to smell your sent,taste our blood,intrwind our souls,to walk the night and let our lives stand eternally
to dance till dawn ,make love till dusk,walk the streets at night,share are lifes ,to never let our hearts get staked,to live as one one to live as two because i feel myself with common thinking similer intrest and just drawn to you like i never been drawn before/// i am a mystery,i will never dissapoint you,for you are my dream,and i will hold on to my dreams no matter how much they make my hands bleed.cause to find a star like you,to shine on my moonless night,for i was blind you helpied me see the darkness is not the only thing to love me,i find pleasure in pain and pain in pleasure the purest form of yin and yang for if i am ment to be alone without love i will except my fate but even if all they feel is hate if they can understand i can understand why my destany is my fate.but i gotta be damnined if i wanna be damnined with u all night getting damnied with you for if love is only a dream i will never give up being damnied in my dreams with you
into nin tool acidbath otep tenacious d misfits enigma,mudvayne korn static x,nirvana,alice and chains anything from early 80s punk tp the grunge and industrial of the90s i remember when the only place you could hear smashing pumpkins was on a collage station when alturnitive was consideried collage rock,and when maynerd was part of nin wow i must be getting old not really just 29 lets see i love art anything to do with art i will try and submerge myself in i like to draw my insperation there is H.R.Giger a wickiedly great surealist to pacoso i am currently learning guitar but my nubby lil fingers are not cooperating but i will continue anyways also want to learn the violin,if you want to hear what the violin sounds like when you add a wickied twist check out vanessa mae she takes classical add distortion and pure poetry is recreatied,but my two main loves are writeing poems songs and short stories and kung fu yes martial arts are alot more than just fighting or it should not be anyways you know many of the great daoist and buddist masters would paint matching wall scrolls at the same time with there right and left hands at same time.you disipline the body to stregthen your mind which helps you get closer to your spirt. what inspireies me is nature sense i write mostly at night and at a waterfall than just things that we hardly ever want to share muchless confront our emotions or lack there of muchless try and put on paper so to all of those who doodly,tap on a table making rythms to write out on paper why thay are upset than burn it and especally to those who dedicate there lives to a art of somekind while trying to survive in this 9 to 5 world we live in always remember fom a mountain to in a club to even in a subway station there is art around you,you just find it and point it out
what ever you want to know.Just ask.I teach kung fu,Write music 4 loal bands heavy and alturnative mostly i also like poetry,anything outdoors,swimming to mt.climbing.I am into the local music scene obviously