I love doing things for people. Everyone you meet. What makes them special enough for you to hang around with them even though they show no interest or very little. At work I will bring food in for everyone usually a dessert or candies that I made. I go out and buy snakes that I don’t even eat or like for everyone. I bought an entire box of mints from chic-filet for a co-worker in a past job (she was a friend). It was like 2000 individual wrap mints. I gave money to a friend so she could pay her bills knowing I would never see her again. (She moved back in with her abusive husband). I use to buy Maple cotton candy every year from the fair and send it to an old friend in Virginia. I help paid for a Christmas for a friend when she couldn’t buy the gifts she wanted for her kid. I also went to see her in the hospital when her boy friend put her there. She lives 2 hours away and I brought her vanilla ice cream (her favorite). If I could afford it I would do 10 times what I do now for people. And I will continue to do it even though I don’t get anything back sometimes not even a thank you. But all I really want is honesty of a good friend something I have not have in a long time. I have only one great friend, one that would offer me his bank account just to help me out though I would not accept it. Why can’t I find someone else like that? One I can trust, take on trips, and just hang out with, with out the complication. I guess I ask too much, someone to do things with and for.
