relationships come and they go 4 me they just don`t last i feel as if everyone in my life just doesn`t care about me at all i feel so alone without anyone to talk to but a select few friends i want a singnifigant other to share my life with i`ve tried in the past but failed.....i feel as though im screaming in a crowded room yet noone hears my cries for help all the pain i have kept inside for years afraid of letting anyone in beacuse i have been hurt too much in the past. i cant take it anymore. but im afraid if i let go i might snap.