Thats just one feeling every one seems to feel at one point and time,right now thats my time.Ever since friday thats how I have been feeling,even though for a brief day(yesterday)I was happy.
Yesterday was my sons 13th birthday,I have a teenager!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My son is growing up and it scares me.I am feeling more alone now,knowing that soon he will have a girl-friend and be doing what teenagers seem to know to do or something like that.He was my baby and now it seems like he is growing up too fast.
I don't know maybe I am being silly.Or maybe it is a feeling that all parents go through when their first born hits 13 cuz they know that he or she is becoming a young lady or a young man.
IS it silly for me being alone and wishing for that baby again and remembering all the things they did when they were little?
