i feel alone, and on one is willing to find me. i feel left out, and no one is willing to let me in. I feel torn apart, and no one to put me back together. I feel like no one loves me, and no one wants to love me. I feel like someone has stabbed me, and no one will pull out the knife. I just wish i had a friend that would be there for me and to help repair my life. I thought that i had a life lone friend, but now she is gone. i see that a lot of this is I, but when you have loved someone as much as i have and all of a sudden she walks out of your life and doesnt want anything to do with you then you would feel like me. there are time that death seams to be the right choice and but it isnt. I need to find my way back but when the raod is blocked at every turn it is hard to find the right path. some times everyone needs a little help, but if others are not willing to help even just a little it make it really hard to do it by your self. i can sit next to someone and i feel like i am along. but how is it possible for someone to feel like no one cares when the other person is married.