all alone inside my head, an empty feeling in my heart
not knowing which way to turn or where i could begin to start
i truly dont wish to live, i do not feel alive
with out the feeling of her love i dont think i will survive
the harder i work for affection the more she pushes me away
no matter what she says i dont believe she wants me to stay
my emotional efforts of support obviuosly dont mean anything
she only seems to want me so she doesnt have to do everything
i feel without me she'll find someone new, or someone she's always known
just so she wont have to sleep by herself or do everything on her own
i know i messed up first but i worked hard to learn from my mistakes
to keep me requires very little, she wont even try to do what it takes
i wish i hadn't failed to provide properly for my family
if the first time i had done right, ever after we may have lived happily
