I sit here feeling all alone. No one knows how desolate this is. Just in this hopelessness and dispair. I have found no solace just fakeness. I mask it with a fake smile and hopeless humor. Behind the mask is hatred, behind the hatred is anger. Behind the anger is rage and behind the rage is my cold dead heart. I need someone to hold and warm me again. Make the loneliness go away. Hold me closeand make the pain go away. Letting go is so hard and the tears are not yetgone. Lie beside me again and tell me things are okay.Alone everynight how come this doesn't feel right? Come back and tell me you still love me. I can no longer fight this fight face it i'm alone.
