My heart aches, the tears flow
as i sit alone in the dark
I'm the tough girl who can deal with anything
yet the one thing i fight to deal with is being alone
My guard is up, i tred softly as not to scare anyone away
The more i feel comfortable, the guard comes down
and i tred loudly
only to be once again alone
What is about me i ask myself?
Am i too open, too honest, too ugly, an embarresment?
I ask myself these questions every night as i sit alone in the dark
