ALONE IN MY HEAD!
Alone in my head,
I'm feeling so low,
You wont understand,
No one can know.
My eyes are so tired,
I can't sleep at night,
A face haunts my dreams,
When I turn out the light.
It happened so suddenly,
It happened so fast,
I knew all at once,
That none of this would last.
Was I just a game?
Was this all just for fun?
Did my feelings matter,
To anyone?
"This didn't mean anything",
That's what you said,
As I was so shamefully,
Getting up from the lonely ] bed.
I held my head high,
As I walked by your side,
Tears welling up,
I was dying inside.
Weeks have passed,
Keeping secrets, telling lies,
I don't have the strength,
To look either of them in the eyes.
My heart has been betrayed,
Not once, but twice,
Once by my best friend,
Once by the love I thought I knew.
Deep down inside,
I know it's my fault,
So I'm just going to lock it,
Away in my vault.
Sometimes I still think I'm in a bad dream,
When I'm lying in bed,
Still all alone,
Inside of my head.