That Northern Guhl's blog: "All in me"

Why would you from mario's how could you Verse1 Its kind of crazy babe How you could be so lame Caught me with another nigga And telling me I am to blame Fall back on the things you did How you left me at your crib Gone for months at a time Got me caring for you kid Hook 1 You made it clear to me You didn't care for me Love made me blind baby But now I see You though you had me And that I wouldn't leave Please baby, baby won't tell me Chorus Why would you play the games that you play Why would you let your homeboys know where you lay Don't you know that a woman will always find out So why would you, why would you Why would you try... Why would you lie to me dead in my face Why would you commit the crime and leave a trace Why would you turn what was love into hate Why would you, why would you Why would you try me Verse 2 You must be out your mind You must be dumb and blind To think I didn't say All the shit you heard You didn't possibly think I could get back at you And since I'm the bad guy Tell me who the hell are you Hook 2 I know you're sick about The way I played you out So I'm gonna pack up now Say bye to me forever now You should've came to me Before you told me to leave Baby tell me, why would you do this to me Chorus Why would you play the games that you play Why would you let your homeboys know where you lay Don't you know that a woman will always find out So why would you, why would you Why would you try... Why would you lie to me dead in my face Why would you commit the crime and leave a trace Why would you turn what was love into hate Why would you, why would you Why would you try me Bridge Boy I tried to be your everything Can't believe with "what" you replace me Boy you had it all But you had to have your cake and eat it to Well baby you ain't the shit That I must admit So I'm moving on Sometimes I can't help but to think Why the hell You'd let a good thing get away Chorus Why would you play the games that you play Why would you let your homeboys know where you lay Don't you know that a woman will always find out So why would you, why would you Why would you try... Why would you lie to me dead in my face Why would you commit the crime and leave a trace Why would you turn what was love into hate Why would you, why would you Why would you try me Bridge 2 Why would you, why would you Play the games you played Why would you, why would you Tell them where you laid If you didn't think that I would find out Still, why would you babe Why would you babe Why would you, why would you Lie in my face Why would you, why would you Leave a trace Baby, you turned love into hate Why would you, why would you Dah'Brita!

Who's nice? I gotta tell ya about a girl. Check it [Verse One] She's like a fresh new ride, or A pair of Nike's. The kinda girl you wouldn't mind, Walking by your side. (Yeah) Show her off to you friends, Cus your on the street Watch the players play hate, Cus she's with me. See this ain't your ordinary type of chick, She's the one you wont be scared when your boys wit. Call her on the weekend when you wanna hit. You know the new girl in town? Well, she's it. [Chorus] Don't you look for better Cus she's all you ever need Promise you'll never want to leave her Cus she's it Just simply satisfied It don't take a lot to please her heart All you gotta do is your part Cus she's it If you like the type that don't fight No patience and drama You can take her home mama. Cus she's it The new girl around the way That just moved in the other day in apartment 3A Yo, she's it. [Verse Two] You'll never catch her on the creep with another man. You'll never ask her who you with again, Or where you been. Always greets you with a smile, And a sweet kiss. Then show you just how much you were missed. (you were missed) The kind you always making sure she looking right Shine her wrist and neck with diamonds, Like headlights. Fix her up with designers, And forget the price. You know the new girl in town? She is it. [Chorus] Don't you look for better Cus she's all you ever need Promise you'll never want to leave her Cus she's it Just simply satisfied It don't take a lot to please her heart All you gotta do is your part Cus she's it If you like the type that don't fight No patience and drama You can take her home mama. Cus she's it The new girl around the way That just moved in the other day in apartment 3A Yo, she's it. [Bridge] You can say whatever when she's in. She's more put together and believed with. The top of the line, The best there is. And there ain't no question about it (about it), I can tell she the difference and *banaba*, You can't treat her, like you treat the others. What you see is what your gonna get. What ya want, What ya need, She's it. [Rap: Real] Somehow Someday I'm gonna get you up out of this ghetto one day Cus your rich And I'm in it We gon hit the highway and let them chrome things spin If I say it, it appears, I'm the magic man, dear. We gon make the top disappear before we leave here. Told your friends that I'm special They replied what I mean Said look girls, with black rolls, rolls, and queens. And God damn if you aint the sexiest thing, Got me thinking another thought Like coping you a ring. Two- stepping down the aisle, For a while, While the choir sings. Got to be a weird sight, I swear I seen it in my dreams. With no worries Get love, for the north to the south, On that Trick Daddy shiit, I'll stay Polo'd out. I'm a little different, I bought the Volvo route. Then dropped the top Like Diddy, Ma, We won't Stop Since I can't dribble out this motha fuc*er No, I'm gonna use my rapping and riddle out this motha fuc*er No more second floors. I spit out on this motha fuc*er, When I promise to get you out this motha fuc*er, Somehow. [Chorus; Till End] She's It Don't you look for better Cus she's all you ever need Promise you'll never want to leave her Cus she's it Just simply satisfied It don't take a lot to please her heart All you gotta do is your part Cus she's it If you like the type that don't fight No patience and dramma You can take her home to mama cuz she's it!!!

You suck You said you could fix anything Instead I'm fucked You made things even worse for me If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me Guess I'm not smart I let you unnerve me I let you control me Afraid the truth would hurt me When it's you that hurts me more Chorus Get outta my mouth Get outta my head Get outta my mind Stop puttin' words in my head Get outta my mouth You're nothing but trouble Get outta my life Get out of me Out of me out of me Out of me Out of me lie Lie lie lie lie Dear lie You're dumb You think you've got the best of me You think you won Misread my vulnerability I've got your walls Now get the hell away from me I've learned your art Won't let you unnerve me Won't let you control me The truth will only free me And your lies won't hurt no No more Chorus Lie lie I've got Your walls Now get the hell away from me I learned your art Won't let you unnerve me Wont' let you control me The truth will only free me And your lies won't hurt no No more Chorus Lie lie Dear lie Lie lie lie lie Lie lie Dear lie 2.21.06 3:48 pm PT I'm feeling: creative You'll find me: not telling! See, if you can't spatially expand my horizon Then that leaves you in a class with scrubs never risin' I don't find it surprisin' If you don't have the g's To please me and bounce from here to the coast of overseas So, let me give you somethin' to think about Inundate your mind with intentions to turn you out Can't forget the focus on the picture in front of me You as clear as dvd on digital tv screen Satisfy my appetite with something spectacular Check your vernacular And then I get back to ya With diamond like precision Insatiable is what I envision Can't detect acquisition From your friend's expedition Mr. big willy if you really wanna know Ask chilli, could I be a silly ho Not really, t-boz and all my senoritas Is steppin' on your filas But you don't hear me though

I feel as if im floating swept off of my feet with kisses so tender when our passions do meet my heart fills in color n flys up in joy and my mind sparks a fire jus to hear his voice a touch of his hand to start my ignition wit a feelin like this there is much distinction a bite of my lip reveals my desires a taste of his kiss and my soul becomes wired if this isnt love then its an obvious obsession my need for him makes my heart race with aggression a i look in his eyes n heaven is my home where a warmth fills my heart n i never feel alone This may not be love but surely not curiosity i kno what i have, so is it love? possibly all i kno is that you touch me and i become elcetrified I lose all strength within my body and i jus dunno why so if love is to you that feelin that rises u higher than above then my answer to you wuld simply be yes, im in love

Candy coated death Lined with crystal meth How it takes my breath away Its like suicide To look into your eyes That's where my secrets lay to die And I feel my body perish in your arms All the pain I felt is Take my life Drink me dry Eat my soul from the inside out Swallow me All of me Suddenly my veins run dry Six feet underground How'd you like me now I have set my pain at ease Now leave my heart alone With all my rotting bones So my soul may rest in peace And I feel your lips taste me one last time All the pain I felt is Take my life Drink me dry Eat my soul from the inside out Swallow me All of me Suddenly my veins run dry 3.16.06 8:20 am PT HOW MUCH FOR HAPPY? If I had any meaning in this ol big world Can you tell a lost and lonely girl If I was happy for a day I'd risk it all That's why when I'm with I'm not afraid to fall And if you left me, and if you leave me At least I'd have a cherish all the memories I've been having trouble With keeping up this smile I've been having trouble Hurting for quite a while And I'm feeling stupid Cause I did it to me And I'm feeling desperate From being unhappy Why'd you leave me like this? With scars across my heart and on my wrists When I looked in your eyes I didn't know happiness had a price And you take advantage of a simple heartbreak At least you had to love to know how to ache But don't, hesitate to let your feelings be known It's better to love and lose then just be alone And if they left you, and if they leave you At least you know in their heart they will always keep you I've been having trouble With keeping up this smile I've been having trouble Hurting for quite a while And I'm feeling stupid Cause I did it to me And I'm feeling desperate From being unhappy Why'd you leave me like this? With scars across my heart and on my wrists When I looked in your eyes I didn't know happiness had a price I'm feeling broken Scattered pieces on the ground I'm feeling desperate now can abandoned souls be found I've been having trouble With keeping up this smile I've been having trouble Hurting for quite a while And I'm feeling stupid Cause I did it to me And I'm feeling desperate From being unhappy Why'd you leave me like this? With scars across my heart and on my wrists When I looked in your eyes I didn't know happiness had a price

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Cant nobody tell me what I can Cause I be lovin my man ridiculously Whether I should or shant Cant nobody tell me what I can What what? huh? huh? Cant nobody ever say I don't love my man Who are you to justify what I can and cant? Gonna make him love me even more Ive been giving him all of it And I did before And I do give him the love that he wants And I do give him the love that he needs And I do give him the love That no girl in this world could ever touch and I doDont nobody ever share the fun we have Who are to manipulate the trust in my man? Gonna show the world what we're made of Wrapped into his arms he cant enough You ain't never heard a cop like that Be tryna herd me out of my relations nonstop Time to get the po po's What? you wanna hear me whip em Liek the dry ice cream. possibly L-a d-z zacious don't be givin a ckuf When you think you be lovin yo man Than he taps you on the shoulder Sayin baby you ain't givin me love What?

They say if you love something you've got to let it go - so i let him go...... And if it comes back then it means so much more - So we'll see if he comes back to me But if it never does at least you will kno that it was something you had to go through to grow - But if he never does then i kno that he was just a waste of time and energy......let's pray that he isnt and he comes back!!!

How long do i have to wait for you to turn ma gray skies blue? How long do i have to sit here thinkin of you to show? Thinkin that you will come knockin on my door! How long do i have to love you? How long do i have to wonder if you love me too? Is it all in my mind? Am i makin it up just to past time? Or are these feelings real? Is this really how i feel? What is the deal? Why dont I kno? Why do these question comtinue to grow And the answers im loking for never show? How long will i feel this way? Thinking of you everyday! Trying not to a stray from my thoughts! How long do you plan on playin this game? Trying to make me think that things are still the same! But i can see that things have changed! How long do will i pretend? Pretend that we still have something! Pretend that i cant comprehend the situation that we're in! How long will is last? Will it ever end? Can we remain just being friends? How long has it been? It's been 4 months and 15 days! A lot of lost time! How long will i wait to hear your voice? I listen to you in mind, i dont really have a choice! Your last words to me play in me head! Over and over again! I cant take this! How long will i have until i shake this! I reminise... Reminise about you and what we do! Our last kiss! The lips i will forever miss! A kiss as sweet as Molasses! How long will i pick up the phone and hope that it's you on the line? These questions are steadily growin my ma mind? All i can think of is How long? Where did i go wrong? And why are ma feelings for you so strong? these questions run through ma head like another sad love song! Did you just string me along? Or are your arm really where i belong? How Long? How Long? How Long??? Dah'Brita Brown!!!

[Verse 1:] You think your slick in every way changing up on your calls on your phone everyday Is there something that you're trying to hide from me? I never gave you reason to Run and take your calls in the other room. Am I the only one or is somebody else kissing at you? Is this my imagination? Things ain't always what they seem. Cause I don't want to be. [1] - Just another name in your little black book Just another face in the crowd and it's got me shook. I've got to mean a little more to you Than a space in your list of things to do. Another g-shock gun in your Benz. Another dime piece that you can show all your friends. You can call me crazy, say I'm insecure. But I don't wanna be just another girl. [Verse 2:] ooooh ohhhh ohhh mmm hhmmm Strange how you claim to tell all the truth. When the passenger seat in your car has been moved And you swore that there was no one else but you. And something else you can't explain why'd you called me by somebody else's name. You say it's history, your player days are through or so you say. Is this my imagination? Things ain't always what they seem cause I don't want to be [Repeat 1] [Hook:] Tell me, how you lie or is it my suspicious mind. I've gotta know the truth if I am just another girl you treated wrong. Another one you string along Is it you and me, is it two or three? Cause I don't want to be