As promised I will write a little about myself...who i am....what i do...why i do it!
First, as you all see im 34 (35 in 7 days), i have 3 children (thats why you see stretch marks in my pics, big babies and a little body at that time). i wasnt always a big girl, actually i was small as a child and as teen and even a young adult, but having children changed all that, so instead of hiding i embrace my size. ive tried for years to lose the weight, even to the extreme of considering bypass surgery. But came to a realization that i dont have to change myself for others. why? because the world says skinny is better. and who says this, the skinny girls? well, i say i am big, I am beautiful, I am sexy. I am me!!!!
I own a business and do plus size modeling in my spare time (so to speak, when i dont have much spare time).
Why i do the plus size modeling? Well, obviously i need to be able to pay the bills (remember www.bighotbombshells.com, shameless plug). but, also i would like to portray to people that being big can look beautiful. just because your bigger than the norm doesnt mean you need to let yourself go. take pride in yourself and others will see your beauty.
Me, personally, i am a very (uuummm) unusual person. my likes and dislikes and moods and feeling tend to change constantly. its never boring to know me, but sometimes it can be my curse. Heres a general example, i dont have a favorite color, im constantly changing my colors everywhere. i can never say what i like best. i have a red kitchen, a taupe living room, a light olive green in my bedroom, gray green house. i get tired of painter otherwise it would all be adifferent color every week.
i tend to feel things more emotionally, i am a very sensitive person, but can get "pissed off" very easily. i am outgoing to the extreme. I tend to be very loved by all who know me. i dont have few friends i have many friends. i make friends easily and hang on to that strongly. I can be very strong in my beliefs and will tell you so but in a appropriately manner. im not mean by anyones standards. but i can be heard. im LOUD, i love to be the center of attention. I cry often, not for bad things, but i feel emphathy and symphathy more so than most. Cant explain why but i do, I cry when im happy, i cry when im sad, i cry at good movies, i cry when i hear a "deep" song. weird i know. but i also lauph, i lauph loud and can lauph so hard i cant breathe. I lauph at myself, i lauph whan no one else is lauphing, i lauph at little things i lauph at the big things.
I love my kids, my life is my kids. im not perfect but ive got good kids, a little mouthy at times, but no juvenile delinquents. 2 girls and 1 boy. hard work at times, but its rewarding in the long run.
okay, lets see. i have told you a little about myself and dont want to reveal to much because then i wouldnt have anything else to write about.
so keep looking for my blogs and ill tell more about me. my fears my likes dislikes, general rants. it should be fun!! lets wait and see.
