alive and breathing
kicking and screaming
holding back all urge
to combust into flames
to burn the world alive
the world so disgusting
going outside requires intoxication
peel off skin as proof of
not belonging to this mess
with the exception that everyone
is ugly on the inside somewhere
always will surface
surface to decay
alive and well
but dying in this place
suffocating in surroundings
which feel all to familiar
alive and well
but dying in this place
