ok so im pissed its not offten that get this way im to the breaking point and i have a feeling im about to get pushed over it sure i have my problems and sure i try for somethings too hard but how the hell am i that bad off i try i realy do and sure i fail alot but thats life its not my choice i have so many hidden problems i dont share with anyone and i exadurate the ones i do share im a fucking hipocrit im emotional but not as bad as i say i am i let myself feel like that because it makes me know im alive i take the hurt and turn it to drive for another day my life is full of it who's isnt there is only so much one man can take in this world and im not one whos gonna be reborn and start again im gonna continue lifes a bitch but so what is always been that way few steps are taken on the right path those who dont make there own will come to an old rickity bridge at some point and have to cross you may fall but hell all u can do onece u reach the bottom is go up so why am i complaining again i guess because i can im not in a good mood right now whatsoever and when im like this i hate myself and wanna hurt myself maybe i will and maybe i wont i have b4 and will again if i feel the need this is just part of life i guess sometimes we need to be broken so we can pull ourselves back together and i reacon that may be what ill have to do but either way im gonna show the intensidy of my strid im gonna take a leap off that bridge and try to land on my feel broken or not life goes on and we all have to make a choice sometime or another that makes us go over the edge so it may be a scary fall and ur better judgement may say otherwise but what is judgment anywy u weigh the situation and deside apon it sometimes we just have to say fuck judgement and take a risk well im risking it im not one for takeing the easy way and ive tryed as hard as i can to not let this break me but it has and im not just gonna sit here with my head between my legs like a little baby anymore im gonna take life on head on and not worrie what others think im tired of being who others want me to be or who i assume they think i am very few know the true me and i think its time i show who that is!!!
what say you gimme ur thoghts gimme ur words lemme know how stupid u think i am how much of a pushover u think i am what u think of me and maybe i can show you the truth
"liveing life in fear is doing nothing more than dieing"
