ahhhhh!!! I’m going crazy!
okay so I have 2 weeks left of my leave and I can take up till the 11th of October off but I'm already going crazy sitting at the house with the kids or when my grandma takes Lucian or even when I go over to someone else's house, I'm still going crazy. I need to get out with more social interaction with people, new people and guys. I realized I only have one guy friend that I can talk to and he is in Boise. HELP! I just need to get out more. I'm hoping to be able to get out a little more once I get somethings finacially set with some of my new bills. most likely next month which also will be my 22nd birthday at the end of the month. Oh, so lonely.
